Jasmine is Me

If I were a jasmine

so pleased I am , so pleased you are

I’m not the one which is big like a giant

I’m just little, absolutely simple

Don’t give me your mad for recognizing me

Just give me your tenderness for knowing me

Your mad will obviate me

If I were a jasmine

My simple little shape will bring a quietness

My soft fragrance will never snappy your nose

I can give serenity, cozy and delicate impression into your long life

My pure white color, my glamour nous

Make every one symbolize me as chastity

The one who have no meanness and vanity

So, how perfect I am

If I were a jasmine

I will be the quietness one for you

I will be the important one for you

I will be the one who get your care

And I will tint your daily life

If I were a jasmine…

How pretty I am 

That poetry tell us about a girl who very obsessed to become like a jasmine. It’s because she love a boy which is like a jasmine very much and can’t love deeply to this girl. Perhaps that boy will be appreciate to her if what she has right now look like a jasmine, which is very pretty, has soft fragrance, and can give some perfect quietness. The point is she just want to get that boy’s full attention as he loved that jasmine.

My Present Way for My Future Day

Look like! If I am living in the same bored day over and over. Absolutely, that’s what I feel now. How can?

I have so much times, but it doesn’t mean that I have much leisure time. I have a lot activities that I have to do a day full. That makes me little bored. ^,^

Now, I just want to tell you about my weekly craziness. On Monday, I wake up at 4 a.m. I start to prepare everything for my Monday. I like spreading my smile to everybody surround me J. I learn everything in my school like usual. After school finished, I back dormitory at 2.30 p.m. If I have Learning to Live (L2L) schedule, I must attend and join it until 4.30 p.m. I was very glad if I can back dormitory earlier.

In my school, pupil there must accumulates L2L times until +/- 250 hours during 2 years from minimal 3 L2L and 1 community service. I was joining Broadcasting on Monday, Choir on Tuesday, and Composting on Wednesday. So, it must be tired for me if I must take more than those L2L. I just need an hour for rest before study night. I joined study night until 9 p.m. On occasion, I was very exhausted, so I overslept before study night. But, what I do after that is wake up and studying in the middle of night. I sleep again when my homework was done. In the next four days, I do same with what I did in the past day. So, I don’t need to retell that. Little bit difference with Monday until Friday, I also have my own day on weekends.

On Saturday, I was joining Community Service in Randugading 1 Elementary School. It’s so funny to play together with the boys and girls like students there ! They remind me to my little daughter in home. I miss her so much. After back to dormitory, I like to do all my homework, washing and ironing my clothes, also cleaning up my room. What I do on Sunday was little differences with in previous day. I let my self to free in this day, however my refreshing ways is differences with other students over there. Here, I choose watching movies and gather with my house (Manta ray) or my classmates. I also like to hang out twice in a month. But, what my friends do over there are they can do based on they want; they can take a pictures and have vacation everywhere and every times. It doesn’t make me envy to them, because I have y own life style, I’m a dormitory student who have to obey the rules.

At the first time, I like to complain and blaming every things in my daily. But, a big thanks special for our uncle, Sulis Tyo, my Leadership Camp’s trainer who has been teach me ‘7 Habits’ to reach a better teenager life. Since after, I always think one of those habits “Begin with the end in mind”. It does really help me to choose between the right and the wrong one. Because of him, I can be a better person and know how valuable my life.

How pity I am if I was wasting my times just for invaluable activities. I was be proud of my self because of I can be a difference personality compare with others.

“If I am living in the same bored day over and over”.  what do you think with that statement? I feel that’s right, because what I do right now has been based on my big rocks. How pity I am if I was ignoring my duties. If I was getting boring, I just dreaming. I dream about 10 years later if I being the glamour star in this country. I know it will be looks so nice. Over all, there will nothing come up without the big effort from us.

By Share, We Create a Gorgeous LIFE!

What is your first impression being read that title ?

As we know that our life have a lot of challenges, triumph, mercy, also twins and turns. On the other hand, aside from we become an individual person, we should socialize with others. What for? Because we know that we can’t live without another helps.

Don’t let yourself fall as a selfish individual! Surely, there are variegated people in this world which have different capability and weakness. In odd moments, another will not have our plus sides, its same with the opposite.

We can make this life more precious with the presence of sharing our own capability to another, the crucial one is we can cover up the others weakness.

         

For example the relationship between my house and I. Manta ray house is my family in dormitory which has 16 members. Here, we share what we have, and learn everything. How lucky I am to have this great family! Either of us has our own plus and minus, because of that we share our capability to each others. So that, each person can get 15 more plus from the others. It is the high number which can cover up our weakness. So because of that, our life will seem more colorful and meaningful.

I was adept on singing nor on playing the instruments, it’s the opposite with my friend, Memet. Some while, when I’m singing, Memet plays guitar with me, which makes very beautiful harmony. The second one, Vivid, she adepts on drawing neither painting, to complete her weakness. I help her in painting. For the others, there are some of my friends who adept on writing, reading poems, story telling, etc.

That just my life’s little story, how about you ?

How beautiful human capabilities and weaknesses tie created!  it can bring out a harmonies life. Like a pearl necklace’s threads which will defective if the tie detached.

Life is an adventure, dare it !

                 

“Life seems like a spinning wheel” is a frequently wise word I ever heard, and that’s right. We have known that wheel always whirl without stopping. Our life seems like it has a lot of Lord’s temptations. On that rotation, sometimes we will stay on highest point in happiness, on the other hand, we will stay beneath which is feel the sorrow.

Our life is just like live in the realm. No one in that realm have no temptations, the crucial one is how we are grateful to our  beatitudes and forbear to face our failure. In our life, we should to face the twists and turns as a life’s processes for our future. Occasionally, the processes which we have through can make us feel under pressure and fall deeply. However, hopefully this condition could make us to have more passions to move on and face up bright future. Isn’t the climber pass the valley to go to the top in some ways, right?

Here, I would like to share my life experience which undetached from the beatitudes and failure. Since in Elementary School, I feel that every effort which is I did always bring on the triumph. Eternally, I always get the maximum marks in my test and became star in my class, this was because I could get the first or second place in every semester start from grade 1 until 9. These achievements made my name famous around my teachers and friends. 

           

I will always imagine that my life seems like a wheel. The one that can make proud byself is when I passed the election process in SMAN 10 Malang (Sampoerna Academy), which is the place of many fabulous students in East Java. I started to find the twists and turns, here. Probably, it’s because my school use 2 kinds of curriculum system, which is be beaten faster than the other school acceleration system. Oftenly, I got marks below the standard. What I felt at the first I got that bad mark was drop, be chagrined and blamed my own. Immediately, I realized that all of my failure was good lesson, also I enact it as my motivator to sweep up the better results.

Professedly, the more we grown up, the more we face the Lord’s temptations. Manage our life as well as we can and enjoy it. I believe that every single success person in this realm is not the outcome of their beatitudes, but also from their big failures.  Our failure is our big treasure, which can be our best teacher to make ‘better me’ in next view.

Note : inspired by my own failure :D