Sunday, December 2, 2012

Jasmine is Me


If I were a jasmine
so pleased I am , so pleased you are
I’m not the one which is big like a giant
I’m just little, absolutely simple
Don’t give me your mad for recognizing me
Just give me your tenderness for knowing me
Your mad will obviate me

If I were a jasmine
My simple little shape will bring a quietness
My soft fragrance will never snappy your nose
I can give serenity, cozy and delicate impression into your long life
My pure white color, my glamour nous
Make every one symbolize me as chastity
The one who have no meanness and vanity
So, how perfect I am

If I were a jasmine
I will be the quietness one for you
I will be the important one for you
I will be the one who get your care
And I will tint your daily life

If I were a jasmine…
How pretty I am 


That poetry tell us about a girl who very obsessed to become like a jasmine. It’s because she love a boy which is like a jasmine very much and can’t love deeply to this girl. Perhaps that boy will be appreciate to her if what she has right now look like a jasmine, which is very pretty, has soft fragrance, and can give some perfect quietness. The point is she just want to get that boy’s full attention as he loved that jasmine.

My Present Way for My Future Day

Look like! If I am living in the same bored day over and over. Absolutely, that’s what I feel now. How can?

I have so much times, but it doesn’t mean that I have much leisure time. I have a lot activities that I have to do a day full. That makes me little bored. ^,^
Now, I just want to tell you about my weekly craziness. On Monday, I wake up at 4 a.m. I start to prepare everything for my Monday. I like spreading my smile to everybody surround me J. I learn everything in my school like usual. After school finished, I back dormitory at 2.30 p.m. If I have Learning to Live (L2L) schedule, I must attend and join it until 4.30 p.m. I was very glad if I can back dormitory earlier.

In my school, pupil there must accumulates L2L times until +/- 250 hours during 2 years from minimal 3 L2L and 1 community service. I was joining Broadcasting on Monday, Choir on Tuesday, and Composting on Wednesday. So, it must be tired for me if I must take more than those L2L. I just need an hour for rest before study night. I joined study night until 9 p.m. On occasion, I was very exhausted, so I overslept before study night. But, what I do after that is wake up and studying in the middle of night. I sleep again when my homework was done. In the next four days, I do same with what I did in the past day. So, I don’t need to retell that. Little bit difference with Monday until Friday, I also have my own day on weekends.

On Saturday, I was joining Community Service in Randugading 1 Elementary School. It’s so funny to play together with the boys and girls like students there ! They remind me to my little daughter in home. I miss her so much. After back to dormitory, I like to do all my homework, washing and ironing my clothes, also cleaning up my room. What I do on Sunday was little differences with in previous day. I let my self to free in this day, however my refreshing ways is differences with other students over there. Here, I choose watching movies and gather with my house (Manta ray) or my classmates. I also like to hang out twice in a month. But, what my friends do over there are they can do based on they want; they can take a pictures and have vacation everywhere and every times. It doesn’t make me envy to them, because I have y own life style, I’m a dormitory student who have to obey the rules.

At the first time, I like to complain and blaming every things in my daily. But, a big thanks special for our uncle, Sulis Tyo, my Leadership Camp’s trainer who has been teach me ‘7 Habits’ to reach a better teenager life. Since after, I always think one of those habits “Begin with the end in mind”. It does really help me to choose between the right and the wrong one. Because of him, I can be a better person and know how valuable my life.

How pity I am if I was wasting my times just for invaluable activities. I was be proud of my self because of I can be a difference personality compare with others.

If I am living in the same bored day over and over”.  what do you think with that statement? I feel that’s right, because what I do right now has been based on my big rocks. How pity I am if I was ignoring my duties. If I was getting boring, I just dreaming. I dream about 10 years later if I being the glamour star in this country. I know it will be looks so nice. Over all, there will nothing come up without the big effort from us.